03.04.12 Hard working… Or maybe not.

Right now, I’m sitting in a Japanese university and I’m supposed to write on my thesis – but instead of doing what I’m supposed to do, I’m updating Twitter, checking Facebook and write here LOL! Let’s pretend I’m having a short break.

I’m still jet-lagged so I’m super tired, so tired that I almost fell asleep on the keyboard. I hope I won’t because it would be kinda embarrassing, especially when there’s hard working Japanese students everywhere around me. Back at home I feel like a hard working student, but when I’m here I feel like the world most laziest girl everrrrrrrrr.

And seeing that everyone around me are having dark hair also makes me feel uncomfortable and insecure. I wonder when I started to feel uncomfortable about standing out. The feeling of not belonging here at all because of my look, kinda. I’m also wearing very spring-ish clothes today, but a typhoon is appearing so I’m feeling very poorly dressed. Ugh, I’m not even sure what I’m trying to write… In short: I’m having a really bad day, and I think too much.